For now i will just be contented and grateful to have known of your existence. I will marvel at how God has worked through you, at how you're glowing under his hand :)
Just be safe healthy and HAPPY. always be happy.
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Everyone's path are heading to wards different directions now :/ But soon! Soon our paths will curve and meet again! And perhaps we'll walk together in one straight line. :)
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Oh to add on to my list of WHY i dont wanna go back bkk...
I dont have enough bra...sports bra. And HELL am i gna do laundry.
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Down with fluuuuu :( argh.
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And even with the growing amount of sudden kpop enthusiasts. The only person, i look to and recognise as a true kpop-er... is Ang Yuwei :)
No need to try so hard guys, slow down, the groups arent going anywhere.
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I think...my hands can do almost anything. Sadly, my hands arent my brains.
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Need to , want to, have to
NEED TO WATCH MISUDA @ 5PM TOMORROW!!!
Minhui/ chris watch ok! ( was camp fun? sorry couldnt be there.)
WANT TO QUICK GET TERM TEST AND ASSIGNMENTS DONE AND OVER WITH
so i can spend the only 1 week i have with the jc-ers. (IF i go thailand..kill me please :(( )
&i dont wanna do printing anymore, i forgot i was in sg -.-, all my customers are so difficult. Not to forget im a singaporean too.
HAVE TO GO EAT DINNER AT JU SHIN JUNG TMR SO I CAN GET MY REPORT DONE AND OUT BY FRIDAY-.-
Gawd... i so hate lilylim. She's that worm in Tim Burton's Corps Bride. with horrible fashion sense and a very itchy armpit.
serious! she thinks we dont see it. but she constantly fake-crosses her arms to scratch her underarms, and looking at her do that, thinking no one knows....pathetic.
- Tp thailand training trip.
ARGH..... why i dont wanna go
1) i no moola, mother no moola, dont wanna ask father for moola. &its not because of sushow2 trip ok. i earned that money and paid majority of the trip myself. So shut up
2) its torturing to be there, knowing sj isnt anymore :( idk, but the day after the concert when they've gone back to korea, i couldnt eat my buffet breakfast, and i couldnt get back to sleep even though i was very verily tired.
3) is 1week with the jc-ers enough? term break is only this much... :(
4) 5days no kpop updates, can die.
p/s: im actually glad you cant go to canada. It justs means we know that you're safe here than there. Though im sure you must've been disappointed.
Missing your voice live.
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Reading fanaccounts, rewatching fancams LOL why am i acting like i was never there ?? -.-
I'll bet May has the clearest videos, she's so steady. Go and come back from korea safe!
Im still not sure why i wasted the opening of the concert doing an ungodly thing to do.. **Dont think dirty!
Lee Hyuk Jae. Thankyouverykamsa ^^
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Monday, November 30, 2009
Still living in the moment
But the boys have moved on.
^^Here i am. Back in the little red dot that sj evades...like i never went to bangkok T.T
I was so tired after the concert, daphne said i snored. LOL But then after getting up, couldnt get back to sleep because i felt so empty....
That Anchovy la -.- Totally chased a way the eunhyuk who lived in my head... :/
bah, 2weeks more before i can get a good nights sleep -.-
i will die single.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
all the time, reality hurts
Mr LEE HYUKJAE! Its like you came and kicked my all along virtual anchovy in the face, And showed that YOU in flesh is what ive been missing out on all along.
HE-IS-PERFECT.
THEY-ARE-PERFECT.
Which is like so surreal, i havent come to terms that i just saw them live.
Anyway, aside all the rosiness, there's a downside to everything. Looking from fancam and pictures, everything looks really awesome and you just want to be there too.
Trust me, you need to be really strong physically and emotionally to be in the standing zone. And its not all that great to be in that crowd.
Bah, half the time im fighting to follow eunhyuk's movement when the other fans are looking at the majority.
Lol. ^^ either im not a trained fan yet or im just really not a concert person. I fail at fancams and pictures, and i fail at reacting whenever any of them stands in front of me... :/ I will just grin stupidly and stare, while the others behind are fighting to touch hands (Mianhe!), im like an obstacle taking up space -.-.
And i couldnt get into the mood till like the last 2 songs -.- Im just there, listening and following eunhyuk's every movement. Only started chanting along to supergirl.
And really, might be just me, but im sometimes annoyed by the screamings during SLOW SONGS or SOLO performance. it really ruins the song and spoils the mood. Its understandable that some fans want to try and get attention when its quiet enough but...i wished they'd just be quiet and listen. Then scream madly after the song.
Just my opinion lah. lol but when SJ-m was singing Blue tomorrow in chinese, this group of thai elfs near me, i guess they didnt understand nor were they THAT familiar with the song yet, but they just turn to adjust their cameras and just kept screaming unecessarily. It was difficult to listen and i think i missed like 3/4 of the song -.-
And with the throwing off gifts onto the stage, reading fanaccounts i thought it was harmless and even thought they were lucky if any of their gifts get picked up... but...
1) Some gifts that were thrown hit eunhyuk when he was in front of us, and he didnt look happy, just got up and turn abruptly and walked away.
2) IF the gifts were picked up, the guys will just throw it back into the crowd...a different crowd. So its just like giving your things to others..just like that.
Was it just me or did anyone else in 29th A1 zone think that hyuk didnt look happy with our zone ? :( During the end when they were walking from the right to the left, and they had to walk pass us, He was smiling at A3 (??) but when he turned to us, his smile just faltered and he walked straight on. :(
All these are just my take on my first in attending a supershow concert and not bashing any one.
Overall, it was one hell of an experience. and im not sure if i want to go through it again. But for a shining diamond....I'll fight for seating zone :)
**Only eyecontacted + smile with sungmin during the part he and KRY performed tgt on the rotating thing. Was a little disappointed by the confirmation of my assumption that they dont really see us us...if you know what i mean, but its understandable since they only have 1 pair of eyes ^^*
